When you’re risking to get killed
You’ll use all your ammunition
Even if it seems to be built
On nothing but superstition
Use it before you lose it
The plan was to put bars
So no one would ever see
That when you wear your scars
The stranger stands in front of thee
Use it before you lose it
Asking to learn and teach
Ploughing for that to grow
What first was out of reach
Now rises from below
Use it before you lose it
Your waters are profound
And so is your soul
So give her solid ground
She’ll lead you right to your goal
Use it before you lose it
When all around you is changing
And no-one seems to see the signs you’re making
The sailor’s curses keep breaking
This bloody sorrowed ship that you are taking
You should swim back to shore
You could swim out to sea
I could swim back to shore
I should swim out to see
That all around me is changing
As vessels deep within are taking
New roads even though no signs were given
To redirect this life that I was living
I should swim back to shore
I could swim out to sea
I could swim back to shore
I should swim out to see
That structure forms the basis for the function
I’m slowly pulling off towards the junction
And choosing my very own direction
Without the deep need of love’s protection
But the currents keep changing
‘cause that’s what they do best
And frankly they don’t care
About the rest
I could swim back to shore
I should swim out to sea
I should swim back to shore
Well it’s up to me
I am part of this world
The sea and me
We’re a continuity
I’m not bound I’m a crystal globe
I reflect I respond I project I confront
Before I was a child
I used to grow on plants and herbs
But then I separated
Myself from the dirt
Or so I thought I could rise above
But nothing ever gave me
That feeling of truth
But lying on my back
Feeling the wind
Rain as a reminder
That I am one
I am one (x2)
There’s the silence of my soul
My own beastlike being
An awareness
Of everything
Reflections as flashlights
Won’t keep me up tonight
They sinner down below
Up here it’s high and dry
Rain as a reminder
That I am one
I am one (x2)
I hear them scream
They can touch me
But they cannot reach
This ever being
Nevertheless
It does not cease with me
Nor mine nor thine
Nor theirs or where ever
It is
Pure bliss
Rain as a reminder
That I am one
I am one (x2)
I do i do i fear the darkness
And why that is i do not know
To know what the darkest core of my heart is
I need time, time to heal this sore
Give me time time give me peace
Render my mind with ease
Lift these weights off my back
Give me time to find what I lack
If I if I could figure out
What all this craving is about
Maybe then I could find a way
To openly live and not fear the day
Give me time time give me peace
Render my mind with ease
Lift these weights off my back
Give me time to find what I lack
Cause as the dark the light is painful
It shows the true colours of my soul
And dark and greyish tones
Are often mistaken for a hole
Give me time time give me peace
Render my mind with ease
Lift these weights off my back
Give me time to find what I lack
Why should I more over we
Need to hide that what is ugly
Fix the mind knows what to say
When Grim Reaper sails our way
Give me time time give me peace
Render my mind with ease
Lift these weights off my back
Give me time to find what I lack
This song may heal it cannot cure
This pain is not only mine
It’s a deep wound that marks our time
It will leave a scar for sure
Give us time time give us peace
Render our minds with ease
Lift these weights off our backs
Give us time to find what we lack
But as an old Indian tale tells me
A heart that’s whole and pure
Will further more fail to show me
The beauty of a heart that can endure
So take my heart and have a bite
Taste my blood taste my delight
Replace the piece that you take
Let mine be a heart that can ache
Give me time time give me peace
Render my mind with ease
Lift these weights off my back
Give me time to find what I lack
watch the women
witnessing slow death
on arrival
watch the women
slowly killing them
on arrival
they cannot hold
that what they long for
they cannot let be
that what is free (x2)
oh so very proud
but untameable
oh so very lovely
but inflammable (x2)
I love you I think
I love you truly
love is so neurotically
untrue (x2)
madness shifts
my numbers
and outlaws
my porch (x2)
to be run down
by many
to be run down by many
but none (x2)
it is never
enough
it is never
enough (x2)
give me
more
give me
many (x2)
it is not mine
to carry
your anger
your pain and hurt (x2)
your borders
are so crossed
I protect
mine (x2)
let’s have a war (x4)
Sleep baby sleep
Down where the wrecked ships meet
Sleep on the ground
Live with the tides
Never forget
How to make your soul feel peace
Do you hear the fireworks
Are they thrilling you (x2)
Sleep sweetheart sleep
Down where lions meet
Deep in your heart
The storms will fade
Never forget
To remember your name
Do you see the stars
Are they guiding you (x2)
Sleep dearest sleep
Down where strangers meet
Rest with your head
And your back on the earth
Never forget
She is carrying you
Do you feel your spirit
Is strong and rising
Sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep
This is just me
Just let me be
I have nothing to offer
But starlight sometimes
Weak and distant
But honest
One galaxy too far
Threw down a gauntlet
Show me your cigarette
I look just like it
You know nothing of me
But what I look like to thee
You know nothing of how
It is where I am
I may have gone
But my light shines on
You won’t really know
You can’t really tell
Grant me your wisdom
Save me your judgment
There’s nothing you know
That really matters
Here
Where I am
Grant me your wisdom
Save me your judgment
I banned you into the wild wild woods
You hurt me so
I left you and didn’t look back
I thought I’d get away with it
I thought I could leave you
And forget you
I thought I could kill you
And forget you
But you never left me
You dwelled deep within
And you made my body ache
Thank god you made my body ache
The symptoms grew on me
I couldn’t but listen and see
That you were there
Deep within
And you were feeding on all the things
I couldn’t digest
On all I detest
On all I couldn’t have and fled
So you grew so strong and strong
Until I could resist no more
My body fell my soul gave up
In sweet surrender
And you saved me
As true as never a friend can be
I kicked you so you loved me so
Unconditionally
Dear Rosita dear sweet wild whore
You murderess
You priestess
Of the denied
You never left me
Not even when I tamed myself
To silence my wisdom
You saveguarded my core
This is all I’ll ever need
If I can let it be
And evolve into
Whatever it needs to be
Interrater reliability none
But this subject’s one
It is one alright
It is one that’s won
You never left me
You never left me
You never left me
You never left me
Later on I told you so
The show goes on
It must go to show
The dream goes on
The toys are lost
The game is set
The rules are taught
Nothing goes to waste
The hast cuts out the taste
Nothing goes to waste
The haste cuts out the taste
Later on you told me so
The fields will reep
The seeds I’ve sown
You told me so
Nothing goes to waste
The haste cuts out the taste
Nothing goes to waste
The haste cuts out the taste
You could put up with me for a while
You could stick up with me for a while
For a while I made you smile
For a while I can make you smile
You are perfect in many ways
But that don’t make me less
So perfect throughout the days
But just let me confess
That I fell in love with you (x2)
And by doing that
I left myself so blue
‘cause compared to you
Myself just would no longer do
That’s how I fell in love with you (x2)
So I took you in my heart
Hoping you’d become
In some weird old way
A part of me
But I took you in too deep (x2)
So that I feared the day
That you would go away
And fear can run high
I knew you wouldn’t always stay
So I started to fear you (x2)
Until it dawned on me
This is no way to live
And even though I tried
I could not truly give
My gifts were like poison (x2)
They stung deep in my heart
‘cause that was where you lived
And they hurt you too
So you started to deny my gifts
And then ofcourse you went away (x2)
So there I was
With my poisoned heart
And my tears they ran
And in some way made me smart
So that I could clearly see (x2)
That the one I should love
Is never far from me
She is always there
Together we can be free
So I am starting to love myself (x2)
As the days grow dark
Deep in my heart I feel
This growing spark
Making me feel so real
And I am proud to say
That I feel okay
And I will not move into
Another illusion
Until I have found
Peace in my heart
And this storm goes on
For whiles and miles
It shakes my roots
And tears apart
Destruction serve me
Be my trigger
Conducting me into
Construction
This function will lead
To newly found grooves
Out of this I plead
For constant movement
Right now I move
Small small small steps
I tremble and fall
And get up again
I don’t know where this
Road takes me
It frightens me deeply I
Underestimate me
Failure comes
To those that stop
To renew love
And give up
Fight for your life
Win this contest
Fight for your life
Win this contest
A wolf that knows how to howl
Will find its pack
My long lost soul
Will find its way back
My dear my wounded soldier
The battlefield a galaxy
That shot you
And harmed you
I’ll build you a bed
Soft and warm
But sleep out in the rain
If that is what you please
Take your time dear
Take the time it takes
To get back
On your feet
I’ll make you ointments
To treat your wounds
I’ll suck out
The bullets
I’ll stitch your gaps
And give you new food
Nourishment
For now
Take your time dear
Take the time it takes
To get back
On your feet
And tell me if you will
About the pain
And how some things
Never ever go away
I’ll picture you a garden
Of flowering darling buds
Colours bright and shiny
Bricks and ruins overgrown
You showed me the sunsets
Colouring all red
And yellow grew the sky
The anger glows outside
Remind me if you please
Of the fool on the hill
He’s living there still
Living his life in peace
But does he never ever feel
The longing for a woman
Does he still the hunger
How does he? Tell me
I’ll scratch your back dear
You don’t have to scratch mine
I’ll scratch your back
Because I want to
Part one
Wake up my love
My purest of all lilies
Rise up my love
And show me who you will be
Stretch your wings
And do not fear the darkness
You make me sing
To show the world what love is
Part two
You leave your cage
Your senses have awoken
It smells so great
The cookies and the roses
But soon enough
Much finer airs are rising
You meet your love
Life is ever so surprising
Part three
The life of a dancer
Is moving so quickly
The ways of the world
Make you say “pick me”
No-one is waiting
For you to flower
But once you have grown
And shown all your powers
All the world’s a stage
And no-one can stop your rage
You feel your blood pounding
And soon you are rounding
The edge of the world
That’s when you fall
And then you call
On to the
Part four
One power help me to aim
Help me to aim to aim
And to pull
And be as I am
And be as I am
No dark legends no dark legends
Obscuring obscuring my light
No vengeance
Of myself
To lay me stretch me out
You are forever light
And love for you
I know not what is love
What is this
What is this love
Is this love (x 2)
Part five
You might grow up
And blossom like a flower
But soon you are bound
To kindly retire
The ways of life
Will trace body and soul
And sentiments
Will lead you to see the all
But still you fall
And still you call
On to the
Part six
One power help me to aim
Help me to aim
And to pull
And be even more
As I am
No dark legends
Obscuring my light
No vengeance of myself
To lay me stretch me out
You are forever light
And love for you
I know not what is love
What is this
What is this love
Is this love (x 2)
Part seven
Your movements turn
Much more to the inside
Your lips but curve
To the memory of the past light
Your trembling hands
Can still recall the touch of love
Oh to be lost
To be broken
To feel that what is
Unspoken of
Drawing near
Part eight
Then let go my love
You will flow my love
And you’ll rise again
The purest of all lilies
You make me sing
How wonderful this life is